I'm so glad you made time to see meHow's life? Tell me, how's your family?I haven't seen them in a whileYou've been good, busier than everWe small talk, work and the weatherYour guard is up and I know why
Because the last time you saw meIs still burned in the back of your mindYou gave me roses and I left them there to die
So this is me swallowing my prideStandin' in front of you sayin', "I'm sorry for that night"And I go back to December all the timeIt turns out freedom ain't nothing but missin' youWishin' I'd realized what I had when you were mineI go back to December, turn around and make it alrightI go back to December all the time
These days, I haven't been sleepingStayin' up, playing back myself leavin'When your birthday passed and I didn't callThen I think about summer, all the beautiful timesI watched you laughing from the passenger sideAnd realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark daysWhen fear crept into my mindYou gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye
So this is me swallowing my prideStandin' in front of you, sayin', "I'm sorry for that night"And I go back to December all the timeIt turns out freedom ain't nothing but missin' youWishin' I'd realized what I had when you were mineI go back to December, turn around and change my own mindI go back to December all the time
I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smileSo good to me, so rightAnd how you held me in your arms that September nightThe first time you ever saw me cryMaybe this is wishful thinkin'Probably mindless dreamingBut if we loved again, I swear I'd love you rightI'd go back in time and change it, but I can'tSo, if the chain is on your door, I understand
But this is me swallowing my prideStandin' in front of you, sayin', "I'm sorry for that night"And I go back to DecemberIt turns out freedom ain't nothing but missin' youWishin' I'd realized what I had when you were mineI go back to December, turn around and make it alrightI go back to December, turn around and change my own mindI go back to December all the time